Random talk .

Assalamualaikum!

It's been a long time since I really post a real post in here. Dup dap dup dap. I've got nothing to talk about. I've been keeping silence lately. It's been a messy day since that happened. I decided to not reply to any messages I received. I know it's wrong . It's not even relating. Haha. Whatever. I just prefer to be alone. I think the last time I spent my day almost 4 hours with Mariyah and we talked about a lot of stuff. It's great to know that I have someone that .. I am confident to say she's my friend. Still hesitate if we're bestfriend. We just knew each other and can't consider i'm her bestfriend. I'm still new to her. Hehe. Nak tau tak ? My action , which I said that I've been keeping silence and dont want to replied any messages I received, it's gave negative impact. Serius. Hahaha. Hilang kawan? Yes. People keeping distance from me? Yeah . . yes. That's all happened. Sedih. But at least, I finally knew who is real and who is not. Kalau real, takkan mudah macam tu je nak give up? Right? If true, they stand next to me and non stop giving support. Marah tu marah. Sedih tu sedih. But come to think of it, not worth it pun. Since, kalau dorang dah tak nak, can't push them to have me back. I meant, who is me to be treasured of? I'm not ruby, im not diamon not even gold. Just manusia biasa yang tak paham dengan diri sendiri.

Anyway. Since it's ramadhan kan, kinda missing the ramadhan I had back when I was a kid , when i'm still a student . Just suddenly missing all of the moment I had. Rindu nak tadarus and semua la. Betul tau. Zaman sekolah is the moment which keep playing in head bila kita dah dewasa. Even kalau memori tu tak la seindah or tak segempak mana. Serius. Aku takda banyak moment pun. But, trust me, kawan -kawan yang buat kan zaman sekolah tu gempak. Diselitkan dengan guru yang masuk air and happening and cool. Talking about cikgu, really want to meet cikgu nora. The mother of the student in school . ok. Enough cakap pasal sekolah. Buat aku rindu sekolah lagi byk adalah. Haha. Now pun hot dengan drama Ramadhan yang Hilang. Kadang-kadang aku sendiri konfius dengan karakter dalam drama-drama yang ada sekarang. Sebab semuanya pasal anak angkat la, tertukar anak la. Drama Destined heart (yg cite filipine tv3 pukul 3 tu), drama hujan, drama ramadhan yang hilang, bukan ke semua tu ada unsur-unsur anak tertukar or anak angkat. But, thumbs up to all of those drama. Serius best. :)

rindu pulak kat kawan-kawan. Harap bolehlah pulihkan balik hubungan dengan dorang semua.. random gila kan aku bercakap di sini. Sekejap cakap pasal tu sekejap cakap pasal ni. Anyway. (See tuka cite agi) , bila aku tngok almy nadiah dengan anak dia, then kate middleton dapat baby ,then cara aisyah sinclair layan baby girl dia, nak jugak merasa ada baby. But, dont want to get married. Teringin nak adopt baby, sekarang jugak. Spent time dengan dia. Haaaaaaaa.. tapi aku tak boleh T_T . happy je life ni kalau ada budak-budak dengan telatah dia. (apa da aku ni.. haha). Kekekeke.. kata akhir, Salam Ramadhan. Esok ramadhan yang ke 15 eh? Ke 16? 16 rasanya. Dah separuh dah ni . Tahun depan, minta-minta ada lagi ramadhan! Hehe. Btw, to those yg marah dengan aku, or tak puas hati dengan aku or kecewa dengan aku, please talk to me. I know my recent behaviour destroyed byk mende. Personally , aku sendiri tak tahu kenapa aku macam ni. Haha. Just jadilah gila dengan aku ye. Maka , aku harap, perangai aku akan ok. Signing out! See ya tomorrow.

Bombom.