even how many times i said sorry. i'm still the blame.

Today , it supposed to be a happy day.

But look at what I have done,

I have made it went away,

i'm the bad person here and now I realized.

All this time I keep pointin my finger at you and said, “you're the bad person”,

when the bad person is standing right inside my body,

I have gone too far and let make this easy,

those tears which I made them coming out,

let made those tears coming out from my eyes.

Those heartbreaking moment I created inside your memories,

let move it to mine,

that shattered heart you have been hold,

it's my turn to hold it.

In order to make you happy,

I will be gone from your sight.

Even we live together and might be forever,

let just stop it and keep ourselves apart.

This heart can't no longer breaking your heart,

This heart had been damaged and these eyes are swollen of tears.

If this mouth makes your heart broke,

let's just shut it up.

You dont have to walkaway when i'm the one who supposed to walk away.

You dont have to cry when i'm the one who supposed to cry until I die.

I let you break my heart tones of a times and dont let me do it on you onwards,

let's just believe that this supposed to be over.

I have been making mistakes and you have been crying.

I have taken your heart out and I didnt take care of it.

If people tell you how nice it is to have me,

just tell them they are wrong.

Let us just be honest that we never been happy.

Never been happier.

Just tell them the truth and let us dont pretend.

This mind keep singing the words I have been wanting to say ,

but this mouth dont let it go.

This eyes have been looking at your eyes

and see the eyes that hid a tears.

This eyes have been looking at your old hands,

and this heart want to hold it and kiss it,

but I dont even make a move.

You can keep talking about everything

and I will be standing right next toyou and hear everything.

Next time around let just dont hurt each other.

I will make myself drown .

Sometimes I wish that my life will be taken away sooner ,

if living will make me sinner.

And more sinner when I hurt you.

I dont even know what i'm doing,

all I know is that I have crossed my line.

You said you wanted me to share my happiness with you.

But then you said you said you are not important.

Sometimes I wonder it will be better if we dont know each other .

That we dont have to talk to each other and nobody's heart will get hurt.

That we dont have to see each other so you dont have to feel annoyed.

That we dont have to listen to each other anymore because we will be a perfect stranger.

I'm not good and I can't be perfect.

For you, i'm a machine full of hurting specification.

For me, you are everything but I treated you wrong.

I was wrong.

Let us just be perfect strangers

so

you will have a better day.

Then,

everyday , you will be happy.