aku ok tanpa kau

assalamualaikum.

2013!

hello hello.

it has been almost 5 years but nothing's change.

 what's worst, you fouded someone more precious in your life.

i'm so dumbfounded about it and shames of myself.

rethinks about it again, you did a right decision,IU

i have nothing to be proud of nor to be appreciate.

she is much more beautiful and she's all what you wanted.

i met someone who i have been waiting for but,

i dont have feeling for him except just as friends.

5 years? let's make it more while. 4 years.

1 years i have been holding a crush on you.

2 years i have been so caring towards you.

3 years i have been waiting for you.

after 4 years, im moving on.

i wont blame you for anything because im the one to choose ,

that i will wait until you realized my existance.

but guess i never shine bright in you eyes.

because i am nothing but a poor girl.

im moving on now and guess what?

i am happy without you after 4 years i tried to forget you.

i never will found someone like you.

but i will found someone who's much better than you.

because of you, im so dried hearted.

feelingless for any other guys.

never pay attention for any guys.

in the name of my words that i said i want to wait for you.

i wont stick to that words anymore.

let the bygones, be the bygones.

i know you just using me .

 i am someone for you but only when you're lonely.

i am meaningless for you most of every second you live.

named me as your punching bag.

I take you out of my heart

I hold it tightly

I rethinks to think wisely

 

Im losing grip

You fall out of my palm

You've gone from my acknowledgement

I cried over it

Im falling down

I made my final decision

Im letting you go

 

I wake up from the fall

I walked bravely without you across my heart

im moving forwards

i dont turn back
 

i live my life.
 

i will be wearing a fake smile at first,

but i will be smiling brightly in the end,

i am not a part of your games,

Im not a part your ex's

Dont tag me along with them

Dont say "what's past is pass and let's moved on."

 Because you dont deserve to say that so,

just pretend you dont remember me like you always did.

Im just fine without you.

Goodbye. forever